What is the point to a relationship? I have been in a relationship for almost 5 years with the greatest guy in the world. I love him and I know in my heart that he is the one. I have some guy friends that I hang out with that like me. They tell me to dump my boyfriend and that I don't love him, just so I can be with them. I guess they aren't really a friend if they tell me that. I just get so tired of hearing it. Even my family says that he doesn't treat me right, but how would they know. I just get tired of people being so selfish. The only people that are in the relationship are my boyfriend and I.

   Another thing that pisses me off, is why do people have to meedle in other people's relationships. For example Justin Bieber and Selena Gomez. I know a celebrity relationship, that probably won't last, but they are happy now. Selena Gomez has been getting death threats from Justin's fans. Teenage girls...really... they have no idea what love is and some probably haven't even hit puberty. It's not like Justin is ever going to date one of them.

  Last night I was on one of my forums and this girls ID name was bieber's favorite girl. Me being the smartass I am I asked," Are you one of those girls that has been sending Selena Gomez death threats?" Her response was no, but they shouldn't be together.  I proceeded to ask her and she said that Selena didn't deserve him and that she didn't treat him right. I was like FUCKING REALLY!!! First off, this girl is probably 12 and second she is never around them. Then she had the nerve to say that her and Justin had so much in common and that she was going to Hollywood for something anyway and that they would be together....lmfao!!! Then some of her friends on there said okay let's play nice... After that I just told her to quit being so immature. Only one person on there stood up for me. The rest were of course Bieber fans.

   Another thing I can't stand is when people are in a relationship and they just start fliritng with past loves or people they just met. There is a girl at work that used to date my brother. He works at the same place I do and he works night shift. She also works nightshift. Anyway she is engaged and everytime I look I catch her back there talking to him instead of doing her job. We keep our schedule posted in the back. One day she went back there and checked her schedule 6 times. What she doesn't know is that I'm not stupid. The only reason she went back there was to talk to my brother. He wants nothing to do with her and she just won't leave him alone. The other night we were closing and when she was leaving she called him her little ray of sunshine... I threw up in my throat just a little.

 I just don't get why people get in a relationship and then turn around and cheat. It's not cool and totally unfair to the ones that love the person they are with. What are your views on relationships?

    The other day at work we were talking about Disney movies and one of the girls brought up this little fact... In most disney movies have you noticed that a: the mother is dead or b: she dies in the movie. Here are some examples: The Little Mermaid, Beauty and the Beast, Cinderella, Aladdin and many more that have the mother missing. Finding Nemo, Bambi, Lion King, Tarzan and many more the parent or parents die in the movie.

   This makes me wonder if Walt Disney himself had lost a parent or parents. The more you look into the more you notice this pattern. Now not all of the disney movies have this happen, but the majority does. What are your thoughts on this???

   Since we are talking about Disney, I know a lot of people probably already know about this, but they have subliminal messages.

    For example in The Little Mermaid the priest has a bonar. On the cover of the movie there is a penis draw onto the castle.                                                                         

     In The Lion King when Simba falls onto this ledge it sends leaves and grass in the air and it spells out the word sex. 

        Aladdin has a scene where he is on Jasmine's balcony and he says all good teenagers take off their clothes. You can go youtube to hear this one.

  Pretty crazy huh...There are probably more, but these are the only ones that I know about. Have you ever noticed this??? If so what other movies do you know of???

   Hey everyone. Didn't really know what to write about today, so I wrote part of a short story let me know what you think. Thanks!!!

     Running deeper into the dark woods, my heart about to explode out of chest, my lungs burning with each breath I took. I had no idea where I was going, or what was going on. He was a completely different person. Looking over my shoulder, I noticed he had stopped. Hiding behind a big tree, I slowly peeked around to where he was. I could see his jet black furred tail leading up to his wolf like body, his blood covered fangs glistening in the moonlight. His neon colored eyes met mine and in them I could see sadness. The full moon pushed it's light through the trees. Pulling his head back, an ear piercing howl escaped his jaw. Covering my ears, I shuddered in terror. He was calling for others and I knew I was the prey. Tearing my eyes away from him, I leaned my slender back against the hard tree and closed me eyes. I could feel stinging all over my body, from where I had hit a tree or fell. My barefeet ached and my legs felt like jello. A slight breeze brushed over my sweat covered brow, leaving goosebumps as it cooled me down. Taking a deep breath, I opened my eyes, and sprinted off farther into the unknown. Behind me I heard their thundering paws hitting the ground. I pushed myself to run faster, as my breath grew ragged. As I jumped over a log, my knee gave out and I came crashing down. My body ached and I had nothing left. I lie there on the ground awaiting my death. The pack surrounded me, as he stepped forward. Sitting up I realized this was the end. In my heart and soul I loved him, even as this monster that stood before me. I could feel his breath on my neck. Staring up into his eyes I said," I love you Alex and I always will."

     He sunk his teeth into my neck and I screamed out in pain. I could feel the warm blood trickling down my throat, as everything around me became blurry. I closed my eyes, as flashbacks of us playing together in the sandbox, walking together at graduation, our first kiss and the night we made passionate love. Our memories slowly faded, as I fell further into the dark abyss they call death.

  Hey all. Hope everyone has had a great day! Work was okay today, just a little busy. Anyway...just thought that I would stop in and tell you all about my awesome day ever.

   Wednesday was my day off and I decided to go to Holiday World and Splashing Safari theme/water park with my boyfriend, a friend of mine and my brother. We left about 9:30... they are an hour behind. When we got there I was the only one with a ticket. I got mine free from work. After waiting for everyone to get their ticket, we finally headed in. The first thing we rode was a rollercoaster called The Legend. What sucked was the line we had to wait in, but it was moving smoothly. I rode by myself(reason why don't really want to talk about). I had a blast though. On the drop I never put my hands up because it really scares me. Well... I got the gits up and said the hell with it. My arms were up the entire ride. That's right I am a badass...lol... After that we went on the log ride because it was just so hot. That cooled us down a little. We decided to go to the water park. My boyfriend and I pulled away from my brother and my friend and had some fun. I got to wear my new bikini. It is bright yellow and I knew there was no way that you could lose me. Anyway! The only bad thing about going down slides, is to get to the top you have to climb stairs and well... I am totally scared of heights. I tried to find slides without lines, but it was just really hard. I just kept talking to myself saying you will be alright and its fine. I made it through and rode as many as I could. We got tired of waiting in line so we decided to get on the lazy river. It was so nice just to relax with my boyfriend. About 2 something we decided to get something to eat. I had a hamburger and cheese fries with mountain dew. While we were eating my brother and my friend wanted to go home. I was like for real. It was only like 2 something. They kept saying they were tired. Thats all they did the whole time. Now mind you it is $50 to get in. CJ and I wanted to stay until the park closed. They went back to the car while CJ and I went on some more water rides. Before we left we got some dipping dots ice cream and I got a crazy hat from the souvenir shop along with some rock candy which I love.

   On the way home was awful because I got so sunburnt. The sad thing is that I even put suncreen on. When I got home I looked in the mirror and noticed I looked like a raccoon. I had worn my sunglasses all day. So right now I am in so much pain, but it was well work it. CJ and I are supposed to go again so we can stay as long as we want. Can't wait. Well... can't think of anything else. Have a great day!!!

Peace and Love!!!