Push! Push! Oh wait I see the head. I came forth into the world unknown at 10:31 pm. A world full of unlimited possibilities. I cry and scream for warmth. For the ones that brought me into this place. November 7, 1987, a very special day for my family. I grow and grow and go through very many changes. Trying to stand and falling down. Reaching for mommy and daddy. Being fed and changed with just a couple of tears.

  Backpacks, crayons, new kids and adults. Recess and english are my favorite things to do. Age 13, a big day for me. I'm finally a teenager. Sleepovers and lots of junk food. Sleeping in late when not at school. Slowy maturing and figuring out what life is about. Ahhh... sweet 16. I am a growing woman learning about many things. Sex, drugs, boys, friends and peer pressure. He hands me the diploma and you can hear my family and friends screaming. I have finally made it. No more school, but thoughts of college. Thoughts of losing friends and all the great memories. Working constantly, not having time for as much activities as usual.

    CHUG! CHUG! I drink and drink. My surroundings becoming unstable, but wanting more. The next morning not feeling so good. The smell of bacon cooking is sickening. Falling in love with someone special. Moving out and knowing you are on your own. Working to pay bills and just trying to live your life.  

   Here I am. 22 years old. Loving my sweet boyfriend, bowling, working, family and just tyring to enjoy life. Today just another day that comes around every year. Learning and exploring new things everyday. Today a very special day to me.

 Tick...tock..tick...tock... The time slowly clicks by. I get up about 4:45 am and head to work. I clock in. I get my morning tasks done and look at the clock. It's only 5:45. I have only been at work for 45 minutes. I could have sworn I have been here at least an hour to an hour and a half. Was this what your day was like? Everytime you looked at the clock it just semes like time stood still? I know it did for me. I got off work at 1 and I had felt like I had been there till 4 or 5 o'clock. This whole time change is messing with me. The good thing is that I feel like I get enough sleep, but the day just drags and drags. This is pretty much how my whole day has been. I hope the rest of my week isnt like this. I don't know what I will do.

 Besides the day being slow, not a whole lot happened today. We were kinda busy during breakfast today at work, but other than that we were pretty much dead. I was so gald that I got off at 1 today because it was a beautiful day outside. I went outside in my barefeet and just walked around in the grass. I started dancing and it felt amazing. I just let everything go. All my emotions and everything. It felt gret to be outside in the open air. The grass was a little chilly. After a while I came inside and came up to my room and grabbed a pen and paper and started to write. It was nothing fantastic just little ramblings and thoughts.

 And.. well... here I am sitting on the computer. I started a new book called Evermore. It is a really good book. It is about this girl that can see peoples auras and shes only 16. Her family was in a bad accident and when she touches people she can see their life flash before her eyes. Then she meets this guy named damen. I can't tell you much more or I will ruin the book. I have only gotten so far. Other than that my day has been lackadasical. Just kind of like going with the flow and stuff like that. Well... can't think of much more to say. I'm going to hop off here and read some more. Peace and Love to all. xoxoxo